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kriadydragon ([personal profile] kriadydragon) wrote2010-05-21 07:26 pm
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At Last, I can Say This

We're going on vacation :D And we head out Monday. Can't say if I'll have any Internet access so there's a good chance you won't be hearing anything from me for the rest of May and the majority of June. But I hope to get some writing done during the traveling portion of the trip.

I'm rather torn about this trip. Though a part of me is looking forward to it - of seeing family, doing fun things with family and seeing new places - another part of me cringes whenever I think about how long we'll be in the car (going from Kansas to Utah, from Utah to Washington state, then back to Utah then back to Kansas :P) of having to spend time in another person's house (really don't enjoy that) and leaving the animals in the care of someone else.

So a part of me hopes that something comes up to keep us from going. The thing is, we need this; it's been a couple of years since our last trip and it's been a long time in coming. I need this because I need to get out of the house before I become one hundred percent recluse (I've already become monumentally territorial). I'd thought about staying behind, but the problem is that I wouldn't have the house to myself (I would be sharing it with the person who is a nice, friendly, decent person but who I'm having a hard time being around, as mentioned in a previous journal entry. Now that school is out for most people this person is around a lot more and it's turning into a bit of a stresser for me).

I think that I'm torn proves that it's been too long since our last trip. We used to take an out-of-state vacation about once a year or once every other year, and I would never give it a second thought. Now I'm so indecisive about it that it's making me a tad depressed. But I finally managed to talk myself into leaning more towards wanting to go. Took me long enough :P.

[identity profile] ninja007.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Awwww...

I know you've got the jitters, but I think this is a good thing. We'll miss you while you're gone, but the time away will be worth it.

I hope you have a great time and just....relax. You've earned it.

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you :D I'm really hoping this has a positive effect on my mindset. I've been pretty much in a constant state of agitation for the past three years, and I think the majority of why is because I've been stuck at home for so long.

[identity profile] black-raven135.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
I am so pleased to hear this.
Getting away, something I have not done since before my two surgeries,
is refreshing no matter what sort it is............
I hope you will have a relaxing time and come back with a lot of creative
juices flowing..........but most of all I hope it is a vacation, not a hassle
Hopefully by the time you reach Washington, the Pacific NW will hopefully have something other than rain...........
:-D
Bon Voyage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I hope it's not a hassle either ;) Because that's all I need, then I'll never want to go on vacation again. Hopefully by getting out of the house and going out and doing things will help me feel a lot more relax than I have been.

Rain's all we've been getting as well, though today has been nice and tomorrow is supposed to be the same. I was actually thinking that it'll be quite ironic if we leave from here with the weather warm and wonderful, then get to Washington and the weather is cool and wet :P

[identity profile] black-raven135.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
getting out of the house and going out and doing things will help me feel a lot more relax than I have been.

Yes this is what I meant when I said refreshed. It is surprising what it can do. I remember when I used to travel, when I was still working, I would return and people would comment on how well I looked, how refreshed.
I found my creativity level much higher too.........

[identity profile] kristen999.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Wow that is a very long trip, but its those long periods when you can actually will your body and mind to relax from the stress of working non-stop and juggling real life.

Enjoy yourself!!!

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
I used to love sitting in the car during a trip and watch the scenery go by, so that I'm not looking forward to it says a lot. But I think it's because I've become a lot like my mom, in that I don't like sitting around doing nothing. My hope is to be able to write while in the car, as long as it doesn't make me car sick.

[identity profile] coolbreeze1.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Enjoy your trip!! I know traveling can be exhausting and stressful in and of itself, but I'm sure you'll have a good time too. Bummer about the potential lack of internet access, but hopefully you get a chance to do some writing at least.

I've made similar cross-country trips and wow, if people think Kansas is flat... they've never had to drive through eastern Colorado. Brutal. Hope you can read or something in the car (I can't - I get carsick, but in eastern Colorado, that sometimes doesn't stop me...)

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks :D I think having no Internet will be a good thing, since it can be such a major distraction (and a source of pointless agitation at times).

Yeah, eastern Colorado. That's usually the part of the drive that kills us because of the monotony. Carsickness is an issue I have as well. I want to be able to write during the trip but I don't know if my carsickness will let me.
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[personal profile] sholio 2010-05-22 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
I can totally sympathize -- I'm a homebody by nature, and I usually spend the last few days before a vacation flailing about how much I don't want to leave my computer and my books and my pets. But I always enjoy myself and don't regret going; I do think it's good to get out of a rut, see new places, do new things. If nothing else, it usually provides fantastic material for new stories!

Have fun! :D

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
"If nothing else, it usually provides fantastic material for new stories!"

Definitely :D That's what I do like about traveling, hitting those places that make the plot bunnies go crazy. Going through Utah always sends my imagination into overdrive. I can't wait to see what driving to Washington will inspire :D

[identity profile] drufan.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
Enjoy yourself. And friendshipper is right, traveling does provide fodder for those creatve juices!

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Indeed it does :D

[identity profile] flingslass.livejournal.com 2010-05-22 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
Tke lots of photos for me!!! (Please!!!)

[identity profile] kriadydragon.livejournal.com 2010-05-23 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
If I remember to bring my camera this time ;)

[identity profile] wildcat88.livejournal.com 2010-05-24 01:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Enjoy yourself! Like [livejournal.com profile] flingslass said, take lots of pics. Peoplewatch. Soak in the scenery. Lots of fodder for writing and the change will likely get those creative juices flowing.

Safe travels!